Numb

The feelings hit me again tonight. This is why i hate being alone at home. I don't want to count the days left... but, its... counting itself... and its approaching fast. "The" day is coming and I'm not ready for it.

P.S : I know my post for tonight is vague but it hurts.. thinking about it hurts.

P.S.S : MAYBE i wont be blogging for a while.. need to clear things up in my head and have a lot fun!