Tears

Fear and sadness brought me to tears.

Lost

I'm lost.. I couldn't find my way out of this mess.

Video panat!

Okay.. so here's the thing. The commentator was FREAKIN HILARIOUS!! This video is a match between Mexico and Venezuela. Everytime Mexico scored a goal, the commentator would yell "goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallllllllllllllllll!" for a full 14 seconds! twice!! hahaha!!! Lama bh tu yo!! Like Nafi said "Enthusiastic banar" Hahaha! mun aku bh~ kapus2 dh nyawa ku tu.. Good one Nafi!

Video recommended by Nafi :P Thanks dude! cali!!

Jobless

Rugged!! bunyinya mcm transformer ah! haha

Heart

I don't know if i can hold it much longer

Drag me to hell

Ani pun aku mau liat!! Freaky ah! sorta.. p. antah.. sal ada Justin Long! hahaha.. sal ia pernah belakon crita accepted so yea~ been waiting for his appearance on other movies ever since :P Siapa tau d mana ku bleh bali video quality yg tarang.. Lemme knw!! ada bejual p berakam dari cinema.. aku nda mau itu mcm~

Tormented

I want to watch this movie! Its a horror movie and I simply love Horror movies!! :P So~ kalau ada siapa2 tau d mana kn bali~~ please~ let me know!! :) Thankiz

Rugged!!

I found it masa ku beruah youtube. Rugged ah!! Lama plang sudah ni :P p nda jua bnyk org tau kali wah! again.. RUGGED!

Malaikat & Iblis

Rugged yo critanya! Like my bestfriend said, ani lagi rugged in terms of kritanya. Haha :P But, yea~ worth watching banar~ nda rugi~ p mesti kuat iman :)

Prototype

I wanna play this!!!!!!!! Let me know if you guys know where I can get this. Kalau bleh, for FREE! :p

Kratos Prime

Optimus Prime reminds me of Kratos from God of War because of his glowing dual sword like on his hands.

Hahaha! Talk about being random! This sort of thing just pops out of my head!!

See the connection!!

What do these superheroes have in common?

Tight outfits?

They believe in justice?

They have super powers or cool technology?

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I come to one conclusion though~

They own the same colour!!

Blue and Red means the colour of heroes? possible :P

Pesta Sukan Remaja 2009

It took me a while to post this because.......... I just remembered about it. Hahaha! That was one heck of performance we did back before the school holidays :P

Kiss

I love you and currently missing you right now.

Avatar : The Last Airbender

This is what I have been waiting for! I just hope this doesn't turn out like Dragonball or Speed Racer because that movie SUCKS!

Can't sleep

It felt awful inside. I don't know.. but, i just can't stop thinking about things. About now, about what will happen. I don't know why I can't stop worrying. I am happy about a couple of things... but the thoughts about tomorrow made me drive myself off the wall. I don't know.. I'm lost. I'm sad to say.. I'm struggling deep inside right now. Especially tonight.. I can't sleep.. Too much in my mind that it hurts my soul.

Transformers : Revenge of the fallen

It was absolutely THE best movie ever! I didn't even touch my drink for 2 and a half hours as the movie progresses. I simply don't want to miss even a bit of that movie! This time, its much more awesome, the soundtracks are much less like Pirates of the Caribbean. All in all, AWESOME!! I watched it with my bestfriend and some friends too :) Love this movie!

Torn up from the inside.

The title says it all. Well.. not literally, but it sure feels that way. I've been feeling like this since yesterday when I watched Angels and Demons with some friends. I know why I've been acting this way but I just don't understand why.

I've been doing a lot of thinking. I have not come to any conclusions yet. I want to forget all those painful memories. But, isn't forgetting something means that you're running away from it? But, how should I face it? I failed it once.. But, i heard this from someone:

"Failing means you are one step closer to success"

That made me lost into deeper thoughts. A lot came up in my mind. The past.. The situation that I'm in right now. The things that I did. The person that I once loved ever so dearly. The memories of a broken heart. I'm at a crossroad trying to figure out which path to take as to where it'll lead me..

Addicted!

I got addicted to Fullmetal Alchemist! not the season on brotherhood. The previous one because i really want to know what happened to them. Anyways~ today, i watched up till the episode where Ed (the older Elric Brother) fight with Mustang (Flame Alchemist). Crazzeh bh critanya! haha.

Addicted!

New Template

Hey guys!

As all of you can see, i changed my template AGAIN! I was bored so i decided Hey! Why not change my template! and i DID! At first i tried the Doraemon template. But, it was too.... blue so i decided to use NFSMW's template instead. By doing so, i lost some gadget on the sidebars. I'll try to get on that later~ Malas ku dulu awal ani~~

I spent most of my day today watching this not so old Japanese drama called the "Iryu Medical Team Dragon". Its about this surgeon trying to assemble a team in order to perform a surgery called "Batista Technique". I watched it up till 6 episodes, they successfully performed the Batista Surgery eventhough they face countless complications whilst trying to save the patients life. But, they now face another yet a new rival in the medical industry. I can't wait to continue to the next episode but i really need to get back to my studies. I have been ignoring my studies for quite a while now. Brain dead jua ni krg aku ani ulihnya.

Oh! Avatar the last airbender rugged ah! book three.. fighting scenesnya makin rugged. Hahaha.. kes ketinggalan aku ah! I watched it online plang tu. I wanna list out all the anime that i wanna watch right now! (talk about being random!)

Anime List :

1. Bleach

2. Avatar (anime jua kn tu?)

3. FullMetal Alchemist : Brotherhood

4. Gurren Laggan

I think thats enough for this holiday :)

That's all for tonight.. I wanna EAT!

Numero Uno

This is a special post for group 1 members of the OGDC teambuilding activity.

First and foremost, Congratulations Team Uno for getting 1st place for the OGDC activity. As the team leader of this group, I am really proud of my team members for all their hardwork and commitment despite the criticism we receive from the teacher, me not being there for you guys halfway through the 1st day and the negativity within our group. But hey! we manage to go through it as a team! I don't know much about the 1st day, but our 2nd day was somewhat a bit messed up but we manage to pull it off. We made a bird nest which should be a container to carry the water, Hanafi wet himself, I looked like a killing machine whipping the table to get the key and all other wonderful and funny moments we had together. The 3rd day was the best! We WON the puzzle challenge, WON the Scavenger/Information Hunt and WON the water rocket challenge. We WON basically EVERYTHING on the 3rd day... well.... except for the blindfold bottle thing....... Haha! Nevertheless, we did our BEST! WE WON! Once again congratulations to each and every one of Uno. I will cherish all the wonderful moments we had during our OGDC activities. Thank you Uno. Thank you OGDC. Thank you everyone :)

My sixth sense

Feeling is your sixth sense. Called clairsentient (clear feeling), your inner voice is one that touches on your empathetic nature. What does this mean? Well, you're probably the most emotional of your friends and you are very in touch with the feelings of others. As a clairsentient, you often know something is wrong because you experience an uncomfortable feeling in your stomach (or the opposite for good things). It might be that your friend has had a bad day--but hasn't told anyone--and somehow you just know what's going on. Often this type of intuitive knowledge cannot be explained. We bet you've got a bunch of friends, and who wouldn't want a friend that just knows without being told...especially on those bad days.

I post this because this is the only clear explaination as to what I felt when I feel something weird or bad. I guess i focused too much other people's inner feelings rather then mine because i tend to cater my own feelings when I'm with my best friend.

On The Verge of Breaking

Been feeling quite unusual lately.. maybe thats why i left this blogsite hanging like an unwanted scarecrow.

Anyway, I am here to bitch about the daily basis of me not thinking deeply into why the heck am i doing this post! I know i'll regret it later.

A thought occured to me when i was sitting next to Hanafi during the Friday Prayer in a mosque next to MS (somewhat close to MS). I sat there thinking, why did things turned out to be this way!? By that i mean, why my life go the way as it is today/now and not the other way.

I thought about a lot of stuff.. me being friends with my friends, me being with my family, me being part of the community that i live in and me as Hafiz's best friend. I am happy as to the way things are right now but, i can't help thinking about what is going to happen next/tomorrow/next month/new year/the year after that? Life is filled with possibilities that it is endless! Having said that, the unwanted possibilities seems to be endless as well.

I'm the type of guy who actually keep things and people he loves and cares about close to him and fear of losing it. Or should i say that i am a materialistic type of person.

Losing things seems not an option for me. Losing someone is more or less losing a part of me.

"And even though you are next to me I still feel so alone"

That line from Yellowcard - Breathing is what i meant by losing someone. I know that some things are just too complicated for us to cope up with. But for me, an explanation is all that is enough for me and not arguements.

Hafiz, I was wrong about what i said earlier on.

I was being selfish. Fear of losing things to other things or someone to someone else made me this way. Its unreasonable yet it still happen to me. To anyone else. Without me actually realizing it, I hurt someone, other people, friends, family members and my best friend. An apology is insufficient to compensate all that.

If only i could live a carefree life. Set aside all the bad things/worries/pains and just live ur life to its fullest. All i want is for me to live a happy/healthy/wealthy life and of course the never ending prayers of wanting that someone to live a happy, healthy and wealthy life too. (You know who you are :) )

I am on the verge of breaking down. But that won't stop me from praying and hoping that one day, you'll be happy and for me to be happy too. My prayers of you is what comes first next to mine.

P.S : I know this post is dull, just bear with me.

1st Official Hafiz's Passenger

Hey~ Au bh Fiz~~~ ni post ah~ batah sudah ku nda blogging.. well.. bnyknya draft plang tu.

Anyway, last Thursday was one of the best afternoon i have ever had. Hafiz drive sendiri sudah! :)

He drove this white vios thingy and guess what i found dlm laci kritanya~~~ apa ah Fiz~~?? dah kau kluar kn masa bejalan hari atu kah!? messed up tu yo! hahaha :P

Anyway.. Hafiz lanja aku makan Sushi arah excapade di... uhhh.... umm...... yg ampir skulah..... d mana kn tu? Tutong kali.... yea... So here's the thing.... NYAMAN~~ sal kana lanja.. cana th jua~~ mun dh namanya bestfriend kn Fiz :D Thank you ah kau lanja~~ P ada "incident" bh masa kn balik atu.... p c Hafiz nda suruh mention sini.. so yea... haha!

P siuk lah.. and thanks again Fiz :D