23 June 2009

Torn up from the inside.

The title says it all. Well.. not literally, but it sure feels that way. I've been feeling like this since yesterday when I watched Angels and Demons with some friends. I know why I've been acting this way but I just don't understand why.

I've been doing a lot of thinking. I have not come to any conclusions yet. I want to forget all those painful memories. But, isn't forgetting something means that you're running away from it? But, how should I face it? I failed it once.. But, i heard this from someone:

"Failing means you are one step closer to success"

That made me lost into deeper thoughts. A lot came up in my mind. The past.. The situation that I'm in right now. The things that I did. The person that I once loved ever so dearly. The memories of a broken heart. I'm at a crossroad trying to figure out which path to take as to where it'll lead me..

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